If life is a bar room

Oh hi. Long time, no see!

I've disappeared for a while because I haven't really wanted to talk about my life publicly. But maybe it's time to try again.

Here's a song for you that somehow describes how I feel at the moment.

I'm not sure if I understand what these pretty Irish girls are singing about, but it's just beautiful and I feel that I can relate. Isn't that what music is about? It sounds beautiful and you feel that you can relate although you have no idea what any of it is about — right?

I would quote this song, but I'm not sure how to. But I feel the waiting and the floating.

I have no idea where I'm going with my life but I want to float and I don't want to lose the grip. I fear for the winter and the future health issues. And I've started to burn candles again.

I'm also trying to reach out to new people. I am hoping to find someone who wants to come and sit with me in a coffee shop when it snows. Although the snow is not compulsory. Considering my location it will probably just rain a lot, and I'm ready to accept that.